so much is happening

holy holy holy heck y'all i am,, uncomfortable!

so much is happening. i'm having interpersonal issues with people i thought were my closest friends, i have hour and a half long corn practices every night, my anxiety is doing all sorts of things, and school is getting kind of overwhelming. i also am a consultant for rodan + fields now which is wonderful i love it but i'm just starting so it's a little confusing.

the stuff i'm having to do for my english class is SO WEIRD bc it's a bunch of short stories and some of them are super duper strange and hard to read, like one was about rape and one was about murder and one was about a girl struggling with her weight in a really unhealthy way and while i think we need to talk about things, it is a LOT to take in at once.

on a happier note, i've been really deep into abandoned places recently, like i went into a wormhole the other day with like vintage playboy bunny costumes (it stemmed from an assignment i promise, i had to look up blondie and i found out debbie harry was a playboy bunny) and that spiraled into abandoned mansions and then abandoned hotels and all kinds of other things and it's still going.

i'm so so tired in general and i'm so glad it's getting cold.

this is gonna be a super short post bc i have a scholarship dinner tonight and that alone is stressful.

i love you all i'll do better i promise

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